Introductions ....

How long does it take to introduce yourself to  woman/girl/lady?? well the answer my dear introverts is: it takes an awesome lot of time and its ridiculous and its frustrating, why is that we need introductions and testimonials to get into the good books of women, i could make a 1000 friends in the same time required to make an introduction to one girl. Every initiative to talk must be evaluated multile times for errors or bugs conversational tactics like sound modulation gestures are to be rehearsed and practiced well before the actual conversion for  smooth deployment. For every deployment (sorry, Yes I am another software Engg) there is an expected o/p well being an introvert I always keep my aspirations higher than the skies I would have already taken the girl to bed even before I have made my first introduction (of course in my dreams) but the actual result would have a deviation margin that if scrutinized will show an average of infinity .. not exaggerating not at all ...

Now the next phase, carefully analyze and scrutinize every detail of the actual conversation her body language the way she reacted when you asked a question, the pitch of her voice the angle her head makes with the neck, the different emotions emoted on her face the quavering eyebrow(probablilty 0) the shivering lips(again 0) .. where her eyes twinkling with joy? or was it my head(maybe too many love stories have taken their toll) .... after all these analyzations you will finally come to the verdict ... "Ok, facts are facts ... I think she was impressed, now why won't she be impressed, I am good looking I have a strong voice, beautiful body I was chivalrous and humble ....  what more can she ask for .."

All in the day of a humble introvert ...... but my intention is not bad my aspirations are not vulgar ...

"Another beautiful rose in my garden,
Do I pluck it? or do i watch it being plucked
maybe her essence is claimed
I know not, what i seek is to quench my unfathomable thirst ...... Love"

Preface.

"Life is a long Journey
but we set apart another for us,
distanced by oceans and deserts, two friends
on a journey to find themselves?"

Read Nirmal's blog, absolutely fascinated by his single mindedness and love for the journey, of course he is in love with it 'It's his idea'  but i guess there is something in it for me too (How selfish of me!!). Now the word Preface according to the oxford dictionary means : A short introduction, well so let me be true to my title or heading.

I was planning on going for a journey for a long time now, wilderness, tranquility, Green, white and adventure are the ones that propel the peace within me, so an All India tour looked pretty welcoming, even though I still doubt the feasibility. Then came the idea of mutual account to accumulate money for this journey together in such a way that none of us would be able to quit in middle very clever indeed, but as my friend has put in that did'n work out. and now we are up to blogging, let me be candid here I have absolutely no idea what i am supposed to put in here, "Aspirations of an Introvert" frankly i could'nt think of another title, so now the reader from the circumstantial evidence i presume has gathered enough information to say that the writer is Depressed, lonely, is on a high level of inferiority complex and etc etc ... strictly these are your observations and not mine, after all some body said "life is a mirror, u only are as good as you think yourself to be".

on an ending note let me quote Sir Winston Churchill "Now this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning." its not even the end of the beginning for us my dear lonleyRider ......

Rahul